dear xanga,

you have been a good and loyal friend. i've just spent 2 hours reading every entry and comment and its been really good. i feel like ive just seen someone that i haven't talked to in a while. this has helped me through one of the most insane, lifechanging times in my life. through this xanga you can see me go from a little immature girl, so i kind of adult. ok maybe just a teenager. but still-ive matured. im different than i was when i started to write in this a year ago...but thats ok. im ok with changing and not being who i used to be- thats normal. CHANGE IS GOOD. therefore- im done. xanga has served its purpose. once things fulfull their purpose...whats the point. theres an end to everything temporal and this is the end of the journal. kaput. fine. shalom.

goodnight, friend- hello the rest of my life

Currently Reading Breakfast at Tiffany's (First Vintage International) By TRUMAN CAPOTE see related

i like:

lists, the smell of rain, road trips, mountains, airports, sunburns, reading, cuddling, coloring books, musicals, jumping off the high dive, church, bike rides, red lipstick, messy hair, Audrey Hepburn movies, sweatpants, "chill", feeling weightless, sneaking out, down comforters, cassette tapes, laughing, big earrings, fishing, cleanliness, campfires, beaches, hugging, sunny days, painting, classical music, overalls, trashy reality television, newspapers, piano, long necklaces, happiness, freckles, James Taylor songs, sunglasses, Boulder Colorado, acceptance, hippies, opening presents, homeshows, thunderstorms, Frank Sinatra...

and the beat goes on.

Currently Playing Elevator By Hot Hot Heat see related

for the past week ive been vacationing from reality. i just ran away to cute little utah and had myself a fun time with jacky jac jac. it was so good to be out west. lately ive been thinking alot about how im going to feel when i go out there for college and if im going to miss kentucky and ive decided that no...im not going to miss kentucky at all. ill for surely miss my good friends but as far as the lifestyle and whatnot i think im going to be perfectly content leaving my old kentucky home far behind. in fact, i was pretty bummed as my airplane flew off into the oblivion and i kissed those adorable rockies goodbye.